I hate the 'survivor' thing, too :-/ Me, I reckon I've survived a lot of very severe asthma attacks...but the abuse, only one highly assaulitve incident feels like something I 'survived'.

I've been disgusted and appalled by the events in Austria, but have not felt triggered by them. Erm, that I *know*.

I have my own, other, triggers (which I demonstrated yesterday, alas).

I very sorry you have yours, that you lived through stuff that created them.

Suckage. Grrr.